I had been praying and Secreting about a development like this so hard for so long, it almost didn't feel real at first. Now, it's sunk in, and we're in the reality of trying to work out logistics. What will this mean for our family? After all, one of the main reasons we left Nashua in the first place is that my commute was so horrendous, and I didn't get enough time with B. I'm trying not to obsess on these concerns, and instead to trust God/The Universe to provide me with the answer to the question, "What is the best thing to do?" I know what I want to do, but is that the best for my family?
So, that's why you haven't heard much out of me lately...lots of thinking going on. Lots of thinking.
And randomly, just a quick story about my sweet boy. This morning, he was having another of his cranky mornings (all too common lately). I mean, I have to admit, this kid was driving me nuts. I was really annoyed. But then he put on his cow rain boots and cheered right up. Now. His cow rain boots are basically too small, and he can only really put them on without socks. My thought was wearing those to daycare...on a warm, sunny day...was probably not our best move. So, instead, I brought out the new shoes we'd gotten him a few weeks ago for fall/winter. We put those on instead, and he was psyched to wear them (and I was psyched they weren't too big as I'd been fearing). So, as we got ready to head out the door, I squatted to help put his jacket on, and in his delighted state he came running over and tackled me with a hug and kisses. It's amazing, the lightning speed with which annoyance can disappear in the face of hugs and kisses from an almost two year old.

The boots in question
And just another cute shot from recently
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